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My Bucket List (in no particular order) September 17, 2008

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  • Get my BA in English because I am so damn close it’s not even funny.
  • Pay off my credit card debt and not accumulate anymore.
  • Go to the city (NYC) by myself and not freak out about getting lost.
  • Be published in print, because online is nice but there’s something organic about holding a piece of paper with my byline.
  • Be accepted into Law School, just to see if I can.
  • Truly attempt to finish everything I start, or not take on anything else unless I am certain to follow it through to the end.
  • Learn to ask for what I want without feeling like I don’t deserve it.
  • Cope with my depression in a non-medical manner, if possible.
  • Learn the difference between wanting something and needing something and live it.
  • Tell everyone that matters to me how I feel about them.
  • Ask my dad about his family. I feel like so much of myself can be explained by knowing about the other half of my gene pool.
  • Go to Ireland.
  • Spend a weekend at various museums just taking in all the visual splendor.
  • Drive a Corvette with the top down and not care about my hair getting messed up.
  • Be more crafty.
  • Earn enough money to support myself in a comfortable lifestyle.
  • Cook edible meals for my husband.
  • Get one more tattoo on the back of my neck.
  • Do something meaningful to help the homeless shelter animals and eliminate the necessity of euthanasia for reasons other than health/medical/ease of suffering
  • Have a mind-blowingly intellectual conversation with an incredible attractive man to prove to myself that intelligence really is sexy.
  • Buy my husband his dream car.
  • Read all the books I own (and then some, if time allows).
  • See the Northern Lights.
  • Be able to support myself on my writing income so that I can attend Law School full-time.

 

Life Gives Us What We Need September 8, 2008

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It is becoming more and more evident to me the older I get that things in life are beyond my control. No this isn’t a rant, it’s more of a serene observation about how the things that I encounter in my life are things that are supposed to be there. As if they were placed there with intention and purpose. By someone/thing of far greater power than myself. I am not a religious person, but I have noticed these odd things happening lately and it just seems so well-timed.

Take for instance my just completed month long jury duty service. Normally people fret at the idea of having to serve. I did too at first. Then I got chosen for a grand jury group of 22 other people who for the most part made these past four weeks vacation-like. Our personalities meshed well and we generally had a good time in each other’s company. We shared ideas and even made plans to get together when we had served out time (so to speak). For the first time in a long time, I felt as though I had become a part of something. I had a defined role and I enjoyed all of my co-jurors. How many people can say the same?

A coworker of mine also got chosen to be on the same grand jury as me and this was another blessing. We became really close and our friendship blossomed during the four weeks. I feel like she is another “Mom” figure to me. We would go out to lunch and even go shopping together. We would talk about things without worrying that the other was being judgmental. It was nice having a female who I felt comfortable with. She even bought me a gift on our last day of JD: the english violet lotion I had been coveting during our recent shopping trip to the outlet and a cat suncatcher/windchime. I am not at all used to having people do things like that for me for no reason. That is why her friendship means so much to me. We wouldn’t have had this opportunity to connect if we weren’t brought together by the powers that be (the commissioner of jurors).

Lesson learned: go with the flow of life. you are being led somewhere that you need to be.

 

Read this: Anything Can Happen by Seamus Heaney September 3, 2008

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Anything Can Happen
Seamus Heaney

After Horace, Odes, I, 34

Anything can happen. You know how Jupiter
Will mostly wait for clouds to gather head
Before he hurls the lightning? Well just now
He galloped his thunder cart and his horses

Across a clear blue sky.. It shook the earth
and the clogged underearth, the River Styx,
the winding streams, the Atlantic shore itself.
Anything can happen, the tallest towers

Be overturned, those in high places daunted,
Those overlooked regarded. Stropped-beak Fortune
Swoops, making the air gasp, tearing the crest off one,
Setting it down bleading on the next.

Ground gives. The heaven’s weight
Lifts up off Atlas like a kettle lid.
Capstones shift. Nothing resettles right.
Telluric ash and fire-spores boil away.

 

Read This: Sept. 10, 2001: A Last Good Day by Shaun Powell September 3, 2008

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One year ago today, we could run through airports like O.J. without being tackled.

In the seventh inning, we sang proudly about the old ballgame, instead of Old Glory.

As for reservations, no one had any about flying to New Orleans for the Super Bowl. And you could still make them at Windows on the World.

One year ago today, Rudy Giuliani was mayor of New York, not America. Few worshiped him or put him on par with the pope. He certainly wasn’t considered a saint. Hell, Mets fans gave Hizzoner a good amount of grief whenever he showed up at Shea Stadium wearing a Yankee grin. Yes, hard to believe now but it’s true: People used to boo Rudy around here.

We lived more innocent and compassionate lives. “Let’s roll,” for example, was once a famous command given by the president to kids who gathered on the White House lawn for the annual Easter egg contest.

It was also the response from Dale Earnhardt Jr. once he decided to continue racing in the wake of his father’s fatal accident.

And what Retief Goosen mumbled to his golf ball on the 72nd hole of the 2001 U.S. Open.

Sorry. Goosen meant “less roll.”

Do you remember folks turning misty-eyed and developing lumpy throats whenever they mentioned how New Yorkers were courageously “bouncing back?” A year ago today, you figured they were talking about the KnicksWillis Reed in 1970, or the JetsDennis Byrd in ‘92 or the Yankees at the ‘96 World Series.

Some would even throw Darryl Strawberry in there. Seriously.

You might recall that the man accused by the entire country of being cunning and ruthless and the brains behind a sinister and elusive operation was Tony Soprano. And the one responsible for spreading fear from coast to coast was Hannibal Lecter. We all thought this a year ago today. We did.

All you needed to enter a football stadium or basketball arena was a ticket and a program, too. You could drive into the parking garage next to Yankee Stadium without being asked to pop open the trunk. There were no folding tables waiting at the entrance or ushers with electronic paddles preparing to poke through all belongings. Why would anyone want to rummage inside your backpack to inspect a few bags of chips for the kids? Once inside the gates, nothing stood between you and your seat. No sniffing German shepherds being nosy, no undercover officers eyeballing you suspiciously, no yellow-jacketed security guards blocking the view of the infield.

“Heightened security measures?” There was no such thing a year ago, although the Rangers did have a plan in place for Eric Lindros, because a guy with multiple concussions could use extra protection from the goons.

You got another form of ID? You didn’t need to show it constantly a year ago. Nobody demanded to know your name in hotel lobbies, office buildings, at the museum or seven times before you boarded a flight.

Before, when old ladies were carded for anything, they found it flattering, actually.

Remember how folks tossed the word “hero” around so easily? Derek Jeter was a hero. Scott Brosius was a hero. For winning a few gold medals, Marion Jones was a hero. Lennox Lewis was a hero. Vin Diesel was training to be a hero. So was Michael Jordan, for the third time around. Shane Battier was a hero. Lance Armstrong was a hero. Shaq was a hero. A sandwich was a hero. It sounds so silly now. But still, things were different then.

The country wasn’t gripped by widespread panic. In the sports pages a year ago, the paranoid only worked for Daniel Snyder or did public relations for Mike Tyson or pitched to Barry Bonds with the bases loaded or held a one-stroke lead on Tiger Woods or looked at their draw and saw the names Venus and Serena.

We weren’t so overwhelmed by reality, either. Most of us attended ballgames, movies or went for a 5-mile run just for the sheer pleasure of doing so, not to escape from a terrible tragedy or anything like that. President George W. Bush, the former owner of the Texas Rangers and a big sports fan, studied the defense of his beloved baseball team as much as he did the defense of our armed forces.

A year ago today was Sept. 10, 2001. It was calm, peaceful and the last perfect day I ever had. It was also the final full day for thousands of innocent people who worked at the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, including my brother Scott. Since this is the one-year anniversary I’d rather remember, today demands some warm reflection and maybe a smile or two.

I won’t be in the mood tomorrow.

 

Anyone Want to Follow Me on Twitter? August 3, 2008

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If so, clicky here.

**Please, no porn-ish or get-rich-quick followers, thx!**

 

As if I Didn’t Have Enough to Worry About… July 31, 2008

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there is now a “monster” that has washed ashore several miles from where I live. It’s being dubbed the “Montauk Monster” because it is unidentifiable. Is it a turtle with no shell? A dog? A phtotoshopper’s time-killing project?  I think it’s a hoax, but here’s the pic and story and you can judge for yourself:

For laughs:

 

Gazpacho Recipe July 29, 2008

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I’ve been meaning to make this and I keep forgetting I have the recipe, so I’m posting it here as a visual reminder to make this:

Here’s what you need:
1 cup peeled and diced tomatoes
1/2 cup peeled and diced cucumbers
1/2 cup diced red and yellow bell peppers
1/2 cup diced onion
2 tablespoons diced scallions
1/4 cup peeled and diced carrots
3 cups tomato sauce
2 1/2 cups vegetable stock
1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1/4 cup chopped cilantro
1/3 cup freshly squeezed lemon juice
Here’s what you do:
In a large bowl, combine all ingredients and mix well. Chill in refrigerator for 4 hours or overnight.

 

Vomito de Gato July 24, 2008

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My little cat Buster is a handful. I mean he is the epitome of the curious, mischievous cat. He has taken to biting off the ribbon sections of Dan’s helium birthday balloon and proceeding to make himself sick with blue ribbons. I finally threw out both the balloons and he seems to be feeling back to normal, though I couldn’t ignore the appropriateness of this sign:

 

Quick! Name Your Favorite Bands July 23, 2008

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1. Brand New. Why? JESSE LACEY

2. Dashboard Confessional.

3. Counting Crows.

4. No Doubt.

One more pic of Jesse only because he would be my husband if I wasn’t already married (and you know, he had a clue who I was):

 

Hamptons Book Follow Up July 22, 2008

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So remember how I was all excited that I won a book a few weeks back? Well, my quote (as to my favorite Hamptons activities) also got posted on the Newspaper’s website. No word yet if it will appear in print, but I at least a quasi-celebrity!

Here’s the link. (P.S. my response is “Lisa R.”)

“My favorite place in the Hamptons? Well that’s hard to pinpoint. Simply put, the beaches of the Hamptons are some of the most serene I’ve seen the world over and the buzz of the atmosphere that fills the Hamptons beach air is intoxicating! If I had to narrow it down, my two favorite Hamptons beaches would have to be Two Mile Hollow and Main Beach.”

- Lisa R., Moriches